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July 2008

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sidways

hello world, it's [same] me again.

I'm listening to "Pictures of You" after a long hiatus. I don't care right now.

For some reason, I'm content to be sad again.

I think I'm letting a certain conflict take over and convince me I'm either a selfish friend or inadequate girlfriend. I'm just really depressed about it and I don't feel like cheering myself up and then I find other things to pick apart.

And you throw Cure music on top of that and I'm just bound to be an emotional train wreck.

But like I said, I'm happy that way...

This is the girl you've always known, you say you love, you wish would change...

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Don't worry, they weren't directed towards you...

Each one was sort of directed to an individual person or a group of people.

And none of them were brought on by anything anyone did. Just my own psychosis.

Sometimes I feel it necessary to make declarations -- I think you can relate to that.

I hope you are well.
Perhaps it's time we had another cross-country chat?